well hello erebody!
it's almost my equivalent of new year's, the time where i promise myself i'm going to do all the things for which i normally don't have time. this time i'm pledging to do a 5k, keep up a blog, and get my career started. i've even said i wanted to do a couple of other things but we'll see about those too(sewing... uhhhhhhhhh WHATEVER).
i feel better about this time. maybe it's because it's not the first, maybe it's because i'm more involved and know these people, maybe it's just because i'm in an entirely different place than i was three years ago but i feel better. last time, i was petrified, but i did very well. i could laundry list every thing i am doing different but i think it's just something to share over coffee and not over a blog.
of course i am sad and the realities are starting to set in, but i'm putting on my big girl panties and dealing with it. what else is there for me to do? i'm sure the day of will be a bit depressing... i'll probably intake 3000 calories and become a vegetable for 24 hours, which is usually what i do every time he leaves no matter how long it is or where it is, but life goes on for the both of us.
i believe in the power of faith, prayer, and good communication- it's gotten us through just about everything else before, why would it fail us now?
